My current goals are to lose 2 clothing sizes so that I can fit back into my expensive dresses and feel confident about wearing a bikini. I want to be able to see myself in pictures with my family without cringing because of my back fat. I want a nice round butt and a flat stomach. I ride horses and I'm tired of being the fatty at the barn. Everyone else looks great and I look like shit. I feel really insecure about it, and being out of shape certainly affects my athletic performance. I'm super pissed that I've spent so much of my life upset about my body. It sucks the joy out of my life sometimes because I feel so self conscious. When I fail for the 500th time, I feel like absolute shit about myself. I hate feeling guilty because I'm not doing what I know I need to do. I know I can do better but I haven't been able to get there. I'm tired of feeling out of control and I'm ready to make a permanent change.
Name: Melissa
Location: North Carolina, USA
Transformation Timeframe: 12 months
Goals: "My current goals are to lose 2 clothing sizes so that I can fit back into my expensive dresses and feel confident about wearing a bikini.
I want to be able to see myself in pictures with my family without cringing because of my back fat. I want a nice round butt and a flat stomach.
I ride horses and I'm tired of being the fatty at the barn. Everyone else looks great and I look like shit. I feel really insecure about it, and being out of shape certainly affects my athletic performance.
I'm super pissed that I've spent so much of my life upset about my body. It sucks the joy out of my life sometimes because I feel so self conscious.
When I fail for the 500th time, I feel like absolute shit about myself. I hate feeling guilty because I'm not doing what I know I need to do.
I know I can do better but I haven't been able to get there. I'm tired of feeling out of control and I'm ready to make a permanent change."
